今天下午，我到干妈家去了。我和干妈约好今天要做月饼和猪笼仔。我到干妈家时已经是下午2点了。我和干妹妹先开始做冰皮月饼，今天做的是巧克力夹心饼口味。虽然冰皮月饼并不难做，可是我的手今天有点不合作，导致制作过程拖慢了。完成时已经是将近5点半了。收拾好后，我们在六点的时候才开始制作烘皮月饼和猪笼仔。烘皮月饼的饼皮馅是非常粘的所以并不容易包，所花的时间也比较长。还好有干妈的帮忙才能在8点完成。今天因为我的缘故，我们花了比往年还要长的时间来做这些月饼。但是我还是很开心，如果今年不做的话，不知道明年我是否还能做呢？

我的体力真的不如从前了，就做了这么一整天的月饼，我竟然会腰酸背痛。我甚至还觉得累呢！要不是才刚冲好凉，头发还湿着，我想我现在一定不会在这儿我的部落格书而是在睡觉了！我在写的过程中，一直要勉强自己睁开双眼把部落格给写完。

我记得我对你的承诺，所以今天我完成我的承诺。至少我对的起我自己。但是你的承诺呢？你的承诺早已经不知所踪了。。。。。

好了今天就写到这儿，我不行了，要去睡了！我同时也上载了几张制作月饼时所拍的照片呢！

我今天一整天都无聊的要命。自从上个星期五吐血的事件后，大家都变得非常的紧张。一早看到我来时，就有人问：“你来做什么？怎么不呆在家里休息？”有人还一直催促我回家去，在家休息多几天才回来上班。其实我也想在家里休息，毕竟我真的感觉不舒服。星期六的时候，我们大会儿为小叔搞了一个生日派队，身体不舒服的我还得勉强自己一起庆祝。我一点食欲都没有，不知道是不是心理作用，我一直感觉到胸口疼痛，一直有股血的味道卡在喉咙里。拿着杯子的手一直在颤抖。堂姐妹们看到就问我怎么了，我随便找了个借口说是昨天在公司搬了太重的东西所以肌肉疼痛，现在拿什么都会这样。如果可以的话，我也想待在家里，可是如果待在家里，小叔一定会怀疑。

大家看我怎么劝都不听也只好由着我了。我非常感谢大家的体谅和照顾，让我非常感动。我今天名义上是在上班，可是却什么都没做到。大家都不让我帮忙他们做东西了。连我范围的工作都不给我做，就只让我坐着休息或听听电话。今天我接到四通投诉电话，平时，我都得和工头一起上屋主的家去了解情况的。可是，今天大家都不让我去，只让我呆在办公室里等他们解决了问题后才让我为他们写报告。虽说大家很照顾我，可是，我也觉得怪不好意思的。麻烦大家了！

就这样一整天我就只是听听电话，看看书罢了！虽然我什么都没做，可是不知怎么的我依然觉得好累，好疲倦哦！下了班后，我便去上课。还好我去了，今天有测验。天啊！我上个星期没去上课，讲师怎么没寄电邮告诉我们呢！真是的，还要我们这些没来的人一起考。真是没天理啊！只好硬着头皮考了再说。即使是开书测试，要我全对是不可能的。不用想，下个星期我一定会在从考的名单中！真是搬颗石头来砸自己的脚，没事好好的概麻跑去读什么书呢！自找罪受了吧！

好了，我累了，要去休息了。祝大家身体健康！晚安啰，下次再见!

On National Day, I went on a one day trip to JB with Wen Feng, Reagan & his gf, Michelle. We meet up 10am at Kranji MRT Station and took Bus No. 170 in. It must  had been our lucky day, cause the trip to JB was real smooth no jam at all. When we reached City Square at 10.45am and headed to the Cinema to buy our movie tickets on Captain America for 2.30pm. It cost us 13RM each per ticket, a very good bargain isn't it! After getting our tickets, we proceed to Neway to check out the availability of their KTV Room. We were told that the room will only be available at 12.30pm so we decided to have our brunch instead. Due to fasting month, the Malays are not working so the guys are not able to eat at their favourite spot. I brought them to the basement for Shabu, Shabu instead. 

We each made our orders and the table was filled with food leaving no room for more. The food is still as tasty as before, a pity I can't take photos of the food as my hp is in faulty and the spare phone which my 5th Uncle lend me wasn't a good camera phone :(. We managed to finish our food and settle our bill at 12.15pm and it was a good bargain. The bill total up to be 147.30RM for 4 pax. We managed to get our room and settle in. It was rather a small room I must say, but guess they have no choice cause the place was very pack. The guys are really good eaters, despite after just having our Shabu Shabu Brunch, they are still able to order food! Can u imagine that? Michelle & I only ordered 4 glasses of drink and shared it with the guys. We were having so much fun in the KTV Room teasing and fooling around with each other but its a pity that its time for us to go. 2 hours of KTV sure isn't enough :( Well, at least due to the short hour given,they are only charging us for a price of 3 pax instead of 4 so the total bill comes up to be only 69.60RM.

I must really salute Reagan in his big appetite! Can u imaging after his 2nd round of meals, he can still ordered 1 Nugget Combol which comes with a large coke to share between him & his gf during the movie. I ordered a Popcorn Combo which comes with a small 7-up for my movie (as usual, I can't finish the popcorn on my own). The show "Captain America" is worth watching, nice storyline but the ending was a bit kind of lame all because of its upcoming part 2. The show ends at 4.45pm, since it was neither here nor there for another movie or dinner, I suggested that we just hang around and shop.

We shopped around City Square till 6.20pm, think I'm the only person who managed to get some stuffs for myself. I've bought an anklet with an additional bell added on to it and a dolphin pendant with a small round pink crystal attached to it. I've also bought 2 packets of Lavender Fragrance Sachets to replace the old ones in my closet. After getting what I wanted, we leave City Square to a seafood village recommended by the taxi driver. Wow, we met with a heavy jam and ended up reaching the seafood village at 7.40pm.

The place was pretty alright, I took some photos of it but the images wasn't very clear. Can't be help, the camera wasn't as sharp as the previous phone which I was using. We ordered 2 crabs to be cooked in black pepper and sambal chillies on top of their Set B Combo. Overall, the food was still okie but we all agreed that there won't be a 2nd visit. The bill was pretty decent, with the among of food we ate, it only cost us 145RM. We only managed to reach Kranji at 10.30pm. Enjoyable time always ends fast :) Thanks for the company guys! Looking forward to our next trip.

This JB trip kind of given me a sense of mixture feelings beneath me. It also brought out the memories of some past events. I've been going in to JB very often with Alex before unhappiness happened and places I went today reminds me of the past. like the Cinema, place where we had our Shabu Shabu, the Toy shop where we bought our 1st helicopter, the place where I bought the Lavender Fragrance Sachets and the names of some hotels in JB mentioned by Michelle. 

Frankly speaking, not just the places in JB but also some places where we once visited in Singapore will reminds me of him. It really hurts me every time when it comes across my mind that we can no longer be friends. Regardless on how much I treasure our friendship and wanting to protect it, at the end I still lost it! Sometimes I really feel so much like a clown to have treated someone with all my heart and yet get hurt in return.

I don't want him to love me even though a part of me wanted to but I can't! I know I'm a person who will die any moment so being with him, a person who claimed that he doesn't love me will be good cause even if one day, I were to die, it won't be too hard on him. Like I always told him, if he found someone whom he loves, just go for it! Don't have to worry for me, so long as he remains as my friends. Why can't he or should I said them believe in me? Is it wrong in wanting him to be around while he or I still can?